3 posts tagged “sorrow”
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sometimes it happens that......you become dependent on some one for your happiness
thinking it is impossible to fall back from where i arose...
{No, not me.
The above were spoken by someone, someone special..
But the person who said these knows not the mark they left..}
Dear June,
It's been a while..Haven't talked to you in some time.Dont worry. It doesn't mean i have forgotten or love you any less.
Just that i have been away doing things. things i had stopped doing after i thought i had lost you.
Heh.. i was a fool. I found that out after i realized, that no i had not lost you. You are there very much inside me. Always inside me. My love. The glasshouse falls comes crashing down in front me. I have to pick up the pieces. Don't worry i have all my life to do that. Just i wished you were beside me. No, problem it is better you are inside me. In this way i can protect you my love better.
No, i do not cry anymore, there is no point. Why should I? My love is not so weak. It never could be. It will last so many years. My lady, all i ask is that you never stop loving me. For even if you do i wont. I cant. All in the end, the sands of time have great mystical healing properties i have heard. But have not seen them yet. And why do i ned healing. Am not broken , neither wounded. Just a little hit. I will recover in time.
I ask myself, do i need to recover. Do I?? From what actually??
My love was not a mistake. It still isn't. I know you do not exist anymore. But it doesn't mater much. I live for you. I still care for you and feel for you. It is enough. I live long enough for both of us. And as long I live my love lives on. Dont ever forget that. I have to fight an urge to be dead every waking moment. Do not worry, feeling you in me gives me the strength to live on. breathe on.
I will speak again my love.
until then...Later..
