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Eight minutes have passed and I am yet to start thinking. Excavate some part of myself, some darn memory, some weird thought about which you wont ever give a damn and type it.
And read it myself, maybe some days later.
Never mind.
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There is this song playing in my head. Someone put it on an infinite loop. Who?
It is playing, And it is playing with me. It's burning into my head like a mole trying to dig a hole. It seeks shelter in my head. Why?
I, dont want to know. Sometimes, no..not sometimes. All the time someone wants me to protect them. Like I am some super being. I am...not. There are pieces here and pieces there. Pieces of me...I have yet to collect them. And ..
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A chilling draft steals into the room, Suddenly the crickets fall silent. I can hear the snore of some content soul. A reverbating sonata of silence.
An amusing incident flashes through my head, I manage a smile. I look into the mirror. A ghost.
The smile dies. I will too. Although not soon enough.
I breathe in the chill. It burns the throat, clams up the lungs, but it calms me. As always.
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Just don't.
Let me flee, this once
Later.. ano utaga daisuki