4 posts tagged “music”

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Coldplay - Everything not lost

Coldplay

There was this song I was listening to, Everything’s not lost. By Coldplay. One of my most listened to bands. [Yea, yes am a wimpy alternative guy, you got a problem with that?] .

And I was thinking of things it was about. It speaks of demons inside and of demons outside.   Some good ones and the rest inside of you.  Heh. It speaks of a very elusive trick to handle situations when you feel all is lost around you or that you have been neglected by people you cared for. Well , all you need to do is just count the demons inside you and still hope and know that not everything is lost. Well, you still have your demons in you.

 Hmm. You need to convince yourself that the demons who caused the situation around you still reside within you. Its not the people’s fault. They are innocent and simple, you have to rectify yourself. Improve maybe. You can either get rid of your demons and make friends again or just stay with your demons until you cease to breathe. Either way, not everything is lost and neither will you ever be alone. [And mind you, do not assume being alone and feeling lonely are the same things].

Even after writing all this shYt, I feel I should put down the idea in a more understandable form for the benefit of the “non-alternative people”. No offence . What I meant to portray in the above paragraph is that, when you feel everything is lost and that people have started to hate you or neglect you for no viable reason you can think of, then know that it is your fault. The faulty attitude or actions of yours is what caused your current situation. So quit whining and start recovering. Set yourself right. Get rid  of your evils.  Don’t blame others. Either that or just make friends with your evils. Love thyself.

xD

Whatever the case, the thing what got me was that I had been using this trick myself for quite some time now. Well, I wont tell you how good or bad the results are, but what I will tell you is that I love my evils.

Later.

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No one knows how it is to die. Everyone will know it one day when they depart.

Its 3 am, am still awake as you help me unravel my latest mistake. When I think about you, I ask how would it feel to just love you.  I put my head into your arms and wish to sing a song for you, a weak child. Helpless.  I just felt a tinge of satisfaction. It's no longer inside me...My fear... I feel my words are no longer lies. Dont say you can understand. I dont want you to. Why do I feel the need to thank you.

No one knows how it is to repent. Everyone will know it one day when they regret.

Everyday is new. Filled with realizations.One cant stop life. One can stop only living. But there is always someone who can start it once again for you . My mistakes will remain, only to be repeated again. Yet I have been away from then for a while now... I have never loved a soul, just don't know how to...can you help me love you better. You don't need to fear me anymore, my lies are not for you anymore. 

Have you ever really loved a woman..

Bryan Adams

No one ever knows how to love a woman until one really appreciates her.

You are just as far out as close you remain to me. Am not high, been sober since the day I lived. No, you are not my saviour. A fellow traveller. We will stay together till the dawn draws in. Don't look at me with those accusing eyes, I have no reason to smile. Yet I will smile at you. Always.

No one ever knows, when a boy gives a girl a sickly embarrassed smile, he more than loves her.

Yours faithfully.
The biggest fool you will ever [meet]...err..know.

Later.

PS: May you be 21 soon.