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&quot;Tahoma&quot;,&quot;sans-serif&quot;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(48, 117, 251);">Is denying the truth same as lying? Do the honest always
tell the truth? Is it wrong to miss people you hate? Is it a mistake to believe
you can make mistakes? Does it require a heart to love? Is living the surest
path to achieve death? Do you think the loving caring warm sun would not burn you
down to ashes if you got too close to it? Does fear give men wings?</span><span style="mso-spacerun:yes"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(48, 117, 251);">&#160; </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(48, 117, 251);">Is food required to live? Don’t </span><span style="mso-spacerun:yes"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(48, 117, 251);">&#160;</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(48, 117, 251);">you think the will to live is all you need to
stay alive? Is it wrong to be wrong all the time? Is it right to be right in
all cases? Is it true that you are cold hearted murderous stupid little
nincompoop ?&#160;</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Jokerman">&#160;</span></p>

<p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family:Jokerman"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Questions. Questions.
Questions.</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(48, 117, 251);"><br /></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(48, 117, 251);"><br /></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: &#39;-editor-proxy&#39;;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);">Later.</span></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-family: -editor-proxy; font-weight: bold;"><br /></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-family: -editor-proxy; font-weight: bold;"><br /></span></p></p></span></p></span></p>    <p style="clear:both;"> 
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        <title>My nothing. Nothing my.</title>   
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        <p><span style="color: #33cc33">And then you tried to hold on to the sand, and it swiftly flew out of your fingers. When there was none left, you wished you never held on to it in the first place.</p><p>And then someday I understood, I could still be with the sand without actually trying to hold on to it. Maybe it wont be my sand then, but it would be my companion for some time in the journey through the desert, through life. A few cherished moments, when the wind shall carry the beloved sand along side me. Until we finally part ways happily. Maybe we’ll think of the way we came through together.<br />Hmm.</p><p>At least. We talked. We laughed. And we were together. No strings attached. No obligation.</p><p>And guess what, when the world comes to an end, they maybe lucky, who are together with someone special. But they are luckier, who have someone they can say goodbye to.</span></p><p>:)</p><p><span style="color: #666666"><strong><span style="font-size: 1.25em;"><br />Later.</span></strong></span> </p>   <p style="clear:both;"> 
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        <p>.</p><div style="text-align: left"><div style="text-align: center"><span style="color: #33cc33"><del>What I thought I&#39;d do was pretend I was one of those deaf&#160; mutes</del>.</span>&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160; </div><span style="color: #ff0000"><br /></span>Only you cant survive like that. At least not on my own terms. So I decided to close my eyes. When I close my eyes. What do you suppose I see. <span style="color: #666666"><em>Hah, no I don&#39;t see your face. Those kind of things,</em></span><em><span style="color: #666666">happen only in stories and poems. Crapshyt.</span> </em><br /><!-- Error: rendering enclosure $VAR1 = {
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</div><p><span style="color: #33cc33"></p></span><p>If it&#39;s day I see red blood vessels on my eyelids. I can see my blood.<span style="color: #ff0000"> It&#39;s red</span>. It&#39;s full of warm hate. It&#39;s flowing. And if it&#39;s dark, I can see nothing. Yet, I can hear things. Lots of things, noises. Shouts, whispers, sighs. It rises and rises, until the noise reaches a crescendo. A crescendo of chaos, of mayhem. And I feel at home, just for a moment. </p><p>This calmness you see, it&#39;s fake. It is just at face value. It&#39;s the other side of everything you know. The nothingness is what fills my mind. It&#39;s all around. Disguised as dark clouds, as the thunder. The thunder that calms everything. The overpowering, the overbearing clouds loom large. And after the rain has fallen, and the tears have cleared your heart, there is just silence. Wet, fresh, and clean. Thankfully, I am all alone. I wish to savour this moment of calm alone. <span style="color: #666666"></p></span><p>It&#39;s mine. Mine alone. And I wont let you follow. Let me be me.<span style="color: #666666"></p><p><br /><strong><span style="font-size: 1.25em;">Later.</span></strong><br /></span></p><p><em></p></em><p><br /><em><br /></em><br /> </p>   <p style="clear:both;"> 
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        <title>The Disintegration.</title>   
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        <p>.<br /><span style="color: #33cc33"></p><p><br />Hmm. Why are you reading this ?</p><p>Do you have any idea how much I hate you. I expect all your smiles to disappear. And may your tears crystallize on your cheeks to remind you of your pains. May you pine away for your beloved. May you never meet your love. I hope you confuse lust for love. And then realize it when its too late. And someday you will yearn to die, and look up to the heavens to be killed. Only you will keep living.</p><p>When I ride through the streets and I see people. I can always find things I can hate about them. Its becoming easier now. Practice makes perfect. And so I continue to hate. And I shall continue to hate you too if it helps me survive. Maybe this way I will have a less happy life, but it will be my life. My unhappy life free from the weaknesses of you puny living beings. I want to experience pure evil. Someday I am certain I will. I just have to hang on to. Hang on to my precious hatred.</p><p>Its not right. That&#39;s what she said. That what you would say. But I need to hate. Its all that&#39;s keeping me alive. Yea..<br />
I consume hate to stay alive. Why do I have to hate everyone. Is it necessary. She asked. Yes, it is necessary. And why? She asked. I can&#39;t risk falling in love with everyone. I cant risk falling in love with anyone. </p><p>Again. She asked.</p><p>And I did not answer</span>.</p><p><br /><span style="color: #666666"><strong><span style="font-size: 1.25em;">Later.</span></strong></span></p><p></p><p></p>   <p style="clear:both;"> 
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        <title>I&#39;d take care, only if the world let me.</title>   
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        <p>.</p><p><br />And they said, take care.<br /><p class="listp"></p>Yes. I will take care, I promise. </p><p>I will take care not to care.<br />I will take care not to make a fool of myself.<br />I will take care I don’t lose my head again. <br />I will take care not to fall in love.<br />I will take care I don’t mess up my life.<br />I will take care I don’t break any rules.<br />I will take care I become a goody two shoes.<br />I will take care that I won’t remain so for long.<br />I will take care I don’t reveal your secrets.<br />I will take care I don’t smile for too long.<br />I will take care I don’t hurt you again.<br />I will take care I don’t sleep on my face.<br />I will take care not to get caught while I steal cookies.<br />I will take care I don’t put out the moon at night.<br />I will take care that I remain alive until you can meet me again and say take care.</p><p>And they still say, <em>take care</em><br /></p><p class="listp"><br /></p><p class="listp"></p><p><strong>Later..</strong></p><p class="listp"><br /></p><p class="listp"><br /></p><p class="listp"><strong>.<br /></strong></p>    <p style="clear:both;"> 
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        <title>Beep beep... Beep.</title>   
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        <published>2008-04-12T21:32:11Z</published>
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<br />Beep Beep ....beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep. Beep. Beep. Beeeeeee...the last beep was choked midway as I hit the snooze button. The world began to fall into place before my eyes, and I noticed it was already day. A new day. Same old same old.</p><p>The clock blinked 7:02 solemnly. Looked as if it was grinning and rejoicing over its victorious moment of having woken me up in record time. Dragging myself to the bathroom, I almost tripped twice over the variety of junk that adorned every square inch of the room floor. As I finally look into the bathroom mirror, I try to make some sense of Buddha saying, <span style="color: #3366ff"><em>&quot;There is god in every one of us. we just need to open our mind and hear its wisdom.&quot;</em> </span></p><p><br />God or no God, all I could see was a bleary eyed 28 year old man with a&#160; day old stubble. Enough time wasted already,time to get started. </p><p><br />Realizations and philosophies are a pain. Also time used pondering over those things is as good as wasted. Yet, there are always those who think, who force you to think over things. Anyways, I spent more than enough of my time thinking in my younger years. No more.  Even so, bad habits die hard. And so everyday I meet at least half a dozen such thinker thoughts.&#160; Today started off with Buddha, I wonder what else was in store today. </p><p><br />Scouring my room, I found my socks -which dont stink like some other peoples&#39; do-, some clean clothes, the laptop which blinked idly and the cellphone. Hmm. I toss the cellphone back under the bed. I wont be needing that, -I hate cellphones-. I checked my wrist watch. It said 12 noon. As always. I wrapped it around my wrist, without a second thought. </p><p><br /><em><span style="color: #3366ff">&quot;</span><span style="color: #3366ff">Why dont you wear a wrist watch? How do you get about without knowing what time it is. You dont carry your cellphone either.Keep at least one of them on you at all times.&quot;</span></em> And so I religiously wear my wrist watch so as not to incur the wrath of the director. It was another story altogether that the battery died an year back.<span style="color: #3366ff"></p><p><br /></span><br />Finally before dashing out of the hellhole, I glance at the bedside clock. it says&#160; 8:05. I blow it a kiss and close the door behind. As I race the elevator to the ground floor, a plethora of smells and sights tingle and tease my senses. <br />Someone ordered an extra cheese pizza. I could feel my repulsed senses. -I hate cheese in any form-. the kids on the 2nd floor were having a fight. The maid was fighting with the house lady on the first floor. The race invariably ended in a draw.Everyday<span style="color: #3366ff">.</p><p></p><p><em>&quot;Something that happens once, may not happen again, but anything that happens twice will definitely happen a third time.&quot; </em></span>Rushing out of the lobby, I wink at the guard at the door. Nice chap, always lets me in and out at the most wrong times during my night outs. Running out into the parking lot, I take a few seconds out to notice the weather. Hmm. Nice weather. Ashutosh would definitely say, &quot;The weather is perfect for lovebirds&quot;. I pat on my pockets in search of the keys. Ah, jackpot. I retrieve the solitary key from&#160; the rear pocket dangling to a key chain that proclaimed, &quot;M&quot;.<span style="color: #3366ff"></p></span><p><br /><em><br /><span style="color: #3366ff">&quot;M?? Why does your keychain say M? There aren&#39;t any Ms in your name, or your mom&#39;s name or girlfriends name. Wait a sec, you dont have a girlfriend.&quot;</span> </em>I drag my vehicle onto the driveway. It looks dirty and woebegone, but it is one bitch of a bike. Never lets me down. I keep it tuned up to max, at all times. I love it as&#160; every other bike I ever owned. &quot;<em>The outside didnt tell much about its inside.</em>&quot; I gun its engine to life and takeoff. Usually, I engage in a couple of road rage[ce]s on the way, but today the weather was too fine to spoil the mood of those kids. Your lucky day punks</p><p><br />&#160;Lucky day. <em>&quot;<span style="color: #3366ff">As far as I know, there are only 7 calendar days in a&#160; week. And as far as my education tells me, there is no day called lucky day among them. Neither is there anything called unlucky day.</span>&quot; </em>Never mind. </p><p><br />As I idle my monster bike into the parking lot of the office, I can almost feel the shivering of the tiny bikes parked alongside. Heh, gives me a thrill. Somehow, the good mood has lasted long today. Am already at office and still. Let&#39;s see.&#160; I punch the elevator button which said 6. The stupid elevator tune started playing. It was so darn irritating. One of these days, I am going to rip that darn thing of its sockets. Well, the last time I did it. Its been quite a while.&#160;  At least 4 years ago.<span style="color: #3366ff"></p><p><span style="color: #ffffff">Ah..</span></span>How time flies. <span style="color: #3366ff"><em>&quot;And how we fly along with time&quot;</em></span> And how we cherish some memories.&quot; <em><span style="color: #3366ff">And how we want to forget some of them.&quot; </span></p><p><br /></em>Reluctantly I clean everything off my mind and focus on my cluttered desk. I search for any new mails, memos or any other such shytty docs. Finding none, I&#160; fling myself onto the chair and wake the laptop from its &#39;sleep&#39; and start checking for any mails. My inboxes and hard disks were everyone&#39;s envy in office. Everything effectively organized and indexed. Much unlike my desk. As they said, there is more than a&#160; fine line of difference between my desk and &#39;desktop&#39;. I plug in my headphones, and hit play. &quot;Dont tell me- Hoobastank&quot; scrolls across the screen. Old song, yet hmm. I kill the nostalgic feelings that tried to surface and close my eyes. To relax. Suddenly the phone on the desk comes to life.</p><div style="text-align: center">&#160;<strong><span style="color: #717594">Ring ring, rriiiiiinnnnnnnnnng.</span></strong><br /></div><p><br />What the hell, I curse Graham Bell as I arch my spine to reach the phone. </p><p><span style="color: #33cc33">&quot;Hello&quot;</span></p><p>&quot;Yes, hello&quot;</p><p><span style="color: #33cc33">&quot;May I speak to Makyubex ?&quot;</span></p><p>&quot;Excuse me?&quot;</p><p><span style="color: #33cc33">&quot;I said, may I please speak to Makyubex please&quot;</span></p><p>&quot;Sorry, wrong number ma&#39;m&quot;<span style="color: #33cc33"></p><p><span style="color: #339933">&quot;But..but&quot;</span><br /></span></p><p>I replace the receiver on the stand. On second thought I remove it again and place it on the desk.I press the next button on my laptop, and it starts playing &quot;please forgive me-bryan adams&quot;. As the screen fades into darkness, I smile. A content smile. And then..<span style="color: #cccccc"></p></span><p><span style="color: #33cc33"></p></span><p><em><span style="color: #ff0000">Beep Beep ....beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep. Beep. Beep. Beeeeeee...the last beep was choked midway as I hit the snooze button. I look at the time. 7:02 it says. Time for college. </span><span style="color: #33cc33"><span style="color: #ff0000"><br /></span><br /></span><span style="color: #999999">&#160;&#160;&#160; &#160;&#160;&#160; &#160;&#160;&#160; &#160;&#160;&#160; &#160;&#160;&#160; &#160;&#160;&#160; &#160;&#160;&#160; &#160;&#160;&#160; &#160;&#160;&#160; &#160;&#160;&#160; &#160;&#160;&#160; &#160;&#160;&#160; &#160;&#160;&#160; &#160;&#160;&#160; &#160;&#160;&#160; &#160;&#160;&#160; &#160;&#160;&#160; &#160;&#160;&#160; &#160;&#160;&#160; &#160;&#160;&#160; &#160;&#160;&#160; &#160;&#160;&#160; &#160;&#160;&#160; &#160;&#160;&#160; &#160;&#160;&#160; &#160;&#160;&#160; &#160;&#160;&#160; &#160;&#160;&#160; &#160;&#160;&#160; &#160;&#160;&#160; &#160;&#160;&#160; </p><p><u>&#160;&#160;&#160; &#160;&#160;&#160; &#160;&#160;&#160; &#160;&#160;&#160; &#160;&#160;&#160; &#160;&#160;&#160; &#160;&#160;&#160; &#160;&#160;&#160; &#160;&#160;&#160; &#160;&#160;&#160; &#160;&#160;&#160; &#160;&#160;&#160; &#160;&#160;&#160; &#160;&#160;&#160; &#160;&#160;&#160; &#160;&#160;&#160; &#160;&#160;&#160; &#160;&#160;&#160; &#160;&#160;&#160; &#160;&#160;&#160; &#160;&#160;&#160; &#160;&#160;&#160; &#160;&#160;&#160; &#160;&#160;&#160; &#160;&#160;&#160; &#160;&#160;&#160; &#160;&#160;&#160; &#160;&#160;&#160; &#160;&#160;&#160; &#160;&#160;&#160; &#160;&#160;&#160; &#160;&#160;&#160; &#160; <strong>Nightmare&#39;s over.</strong></p><p></p></u></span></em><p><span style="color: #cccccc; font-size: 1.25em;"><strong><span style="font-size: 1.25em;">Later</span></p><p><br />.</strong></span><em><span style="color: #999999"><u><br /></u></span></em><span style="color: #33cc33"></p></span>   <p style="clear:both;"> 
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    <entry>
        <title>Stop and smell the...__________roses</title>   
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        <p><span style="color: #666666">.</p><p></p><p><br /></span>Time to..</p><p>Its time to..
    
    
    

    
    
    

    
    
    
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</p><p>Its time to stop.</p><p><br />Had
been humming a melancholic tune of my own coursing the path of life,
downhill mostly. Its already past time. I should have stopped already.</p><p>I forgot how the rain feels.<em> Cold or calm.</em></p><p>The soothing wind on my face almost forgotten as well. <em>Agile and naughty</em>.</p><p>The smell of the roses, an unknown memory . <em>Playful and sensuous</em></p><p><br />I
need a time out. Just to stop and just stare. And maybe dream. Maybe
smell. Maybe feel. Perhaps to taste the sweet lies of life.</p><p>And for once not to think about things. How they might be.<br /><em> And how they might not.</em></p><p>So is anyone coming with me..as I stop to smell the roses again..</p><p><span style="color: #666666; font-size: 1.25em;"><strong>Later.</p><p><br />.<br /></strong></span> </p>   <p style="clear:both;"> 
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    <entry>
        <title>I wish.  -Sometimes-</title>   
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        <p><strong>.</p><p></p></strong><div style="text-align: center"><strong>Sometimes.</strong><br /><br />
    
    
    

    
    
    
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<br /><br /><br /><em>Sometimes</em> I wish I was invisible.<br /><br /><em>Sometimes</em> I wish to walk down the winding road with you. <br /><br />And alone <em>sometimes</em>.<br /><br /><em>Sometimes</em> I wish to forget myself.<br /><br /><em>Sometimes</em> I wish I could forget my mistakes.<br /><br /><em>Sometimes</em> I really wish I could regret. <br /><br /><em>Sometimes</em> I wish I could run away. <br /><br />I wish I knew you. At least <em>Sometimes</em><br /><br /><em>Sometimes</em> I wish I could fall in love.<br /><br />And <em>Sometimes</em> I wish all your wishes came true.<br /><br /><em>Sometimes</em> I wish I could never wish again.<br /><br /><br /><div style="text-align: left"><span style="color: #999999; font-size: 1.25em;"><strong>Later.</strong></span><br /><br />.<br /></div></div><p><strong></strong> <br />.<br /></p>   <p style="clear:both;"> 
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    <entry>
        <title>Feels like some kindof rush..</title>   
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        <div style="text-align: right"><span style="color: #3366ff"><em><div>Velocity is my passion. It&#39;s speed with direction.</div></em></span></div><p><em></em></p><p>Hmm,
but to take things in ones stride and to to move along with the flow
are two different things. It is as simple as doing what decide to do or
doing what is decided for you.</p><p>More like, its a point of ones
individuality. If one know what one does is not exactly what he wants
to do. Your self will always tell you, hint you in its own subtle ways,
but not all are in time to read them. </p><p>They are unlucky. The
flow is enjoyable, while it lasts. It does not require thoughts or
decisions or risks. It is only when the flow stops, that you <span style="color: #ff0000"><del><em><strong>find yourself</strong></em></del></span>.<span style="color: #ff0000"></p></span><p>Find yourself to be lost that is.</p><p>Heh.</p><p><span style="color: #687a86; font-size: 1.25em;"><br /><strong>Later.</strong></span> </p>   <p style="clear:both;"> 
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    <entry>
        <title>Within Inverted Commas  ¿?</title>   
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        <published>2008-02-23T16:08:51Z</published>
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        <p>.</p><p><em><br /><strong>A part of a system</strong></em><strong>.</strong> - <span style="color: #33cc33">You are a citizen, a community member, a gang member, a college student, a family person.</span></p><p><br /><strong>&#160;<em>A piece of the puzzle</em></strong>- <span style="color: #33cc33">The last guy to turn up at parties, The only guy not to drink at the bar. The first guy to run out of the classroom. The first to smirk and the last to laugh. The only guy without a number to call.<br /></span><br /><em></em><div style="text-align: left"><strong><em style="text-align: left;">A point on the surface of the planet</em>- </strong><span style="color: #33cc33">A minuscule entity reveling in self concern. A mere century of existence in this universe. The struggle to prove your existence. Only for n.o.t.h.i.n.g. No one knew about you an year before you were born and no one will remember a decade after you die.</span><br /></div><br /><strong><br /><em>A fly in amber waiting to be fossilized-</em></strong> <span style="color: #33cc33">Stop claiming to be all knowing. Stop claiming to be understanding. Stop claiming to be apart from the system. Conflicting contradictions and un-unravelled mysteries. Do whatever, you are trapped. Trapped within these dimensions. . What the hell are you still waiting for ?</p></span>
    
    
    

    
    
    
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<p><br /><span style="color: #ff0000; font-size: 1.25em;"></p></span><div style="text-align: center"><span style="font-size: 1.25em;"><del><span style="color: #ff0000">They are lucky who get to live two lives. They are luckier who live just one. The luckiest are those who don&#39;t live anymore.</span></del><br /><br /></span><div style="text-align: left"><span style="color: #33cc33">What&#39;s wrong with being just fine? What&#39;s the problem with just the fair and the normal? Is being a part of the larger crowd so bad? If you wanted to get lost, you would have already gotten lost. You unsightly attention seeker. You pretender you perpetrator of untruth</span>.<br /><br /><span style="color: #3075fb">I live again</span>. <strong><span style="color: #ff0000">F. U</span></strong>.<br /><br /><span style="color: #999999"><strong><span style="font-size: 1.5625em;"><span style="font-size: 0.8em;">Later</span>.</span>.</strong></span><br /></div><span style="font-size: 1.25em;"></span><br /><br /><br /><div style="text-align: left"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left"><br /></div></div><p></p><p></p><p><em><br /></em></p>   <p style="clear:both;"> 
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