4 posts tagged “hmm”
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I want to cheat at poker.
I want to sleep.
I want to dream.
I want to scream.
I want to live it up.
I want to slip.
I want to fall.
I want to get a scar.
I want a life. Another life.
I want to remember you.
I want to love.
I want to spit at the moon.
I want to die young.
I want to win. Once.
I want to swim.
I want to look up.
I want to count stars whole night long.
I want to sing hoarse.
I want to ride at 150 kmph
I want to play a guitar.
I want to get tattooed.
I want to breathe.
I want to be rich.
I want to lose my fears.
I want to be underweight.
I want to be drunk.
I want to be a scandalous rockstar.
I want to be a reason.
I want to be powerful.
I want to stay awake every night.
I want to talk.
I want to be stronger.
I want to regret.
I want to run on water.
I want to leap out of the window.
I want to burn some roses.
I want to be happy.
I want to be alone. Sometimes with me. Sometimes with you.
I want to be independent.
I want to get lost in a big city.
I want to get addicted to you.
I want to snipe.
I want to be born on the 1st of January.
I want to go home.
I want to own google.com
I want to say sorry.
I want to travel in the freight of an aircraft.
I want to drive a locomotive.
I want to crash a Skoda.
I want to go to Hokkaido.
I want to be digitized.
I want to be ME.
I want to kick you.
I want to cook food. Good food.
I want to be sick every month.
I want to be taller.
I want to be forgotten.
I want to forget, that I ever wanted something.
Hmm, but to take things in ones stride and to to move along with the flow are two different things. It is as simple as doing what decide to do or doing what is decided for you.
More like, its a point of ones individuality. If one know what one does is not exactly what he wants to do. Your self will always tell you, hint you in its own subtle ways, but not all are in time to read them.
They are unlucky. The
flow is enjoyable, while it lasts. It does not require thoughts or
decisions or risks. It is only when the flow stops, that you find yourself.
Find yourself to be lost that is.
Heh.
Later.
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Sometimes life is a circle. A perfect circle. Round round round you go around one thing a point which defines your life your circle, without realizing you wont ever get any further away from it, nor any closer. And never will it ever be a part of you or your circle.
At other time your life is a square, you move along your predefined straight line without thinking until you reach a point when something happens where your life take a sharp turn, and your find another straight line path. Heh
Yet some other times, you come across those who live their lives like a ray. It has a beginning but no end. A direction but no destination. A ray that cuts across those moving in circles or stuck in square one. They see things, meet people, are a part of everything and belong nowhere.
I wonder how many of your listened to your Maths teachers, when they said life is geometry.
I didn't.
Later.
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There is something that curtails the beginning of anything
new.
What if I fall. What if I fail. What if I get lost. What if I find its more than I can take.
But then. I ask myself.
What if I don't. What if its not.
Never let your f.e.A.r.s stop you from walking on clouds, dreaming or choosing to love or moving into a world of your own with your someone.
And one last thing...once you do start, just don't stOp.
....Heh.
Later.
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